"She" and "I"

Last Night, "she" remember you
She stared at the ceiling
knew you wouldn't come back
She knew there were no Happy endings
This was reality nothing will fix it
She went to sleep ignoring the pain...
last night I couldn't sleep
I whimpered, and acted pathetic
I kept thinking everyday you'd come back
I remembered crying today
They thought it was a fight between Jacky and "I"
I knew they were all wrong
the sky looked too happy
it was wrong.... and i felt alone
She knew it was all just reality
I knew i couldn't hold back the tears
She knew Jacky only made me feel more miserable
I knew i loved him, and i didn't care
She knew i was too emotional
I knew it too
I knew I'd never break up with Jacky
She was just plain solid
I didn't like her...
She was me
I was her...